Let's Take a Step Back

Okay, I don't know if I'm the only one that feels this way but this year has flown by; I can still remember going into school on the first day of grade 12 and thinking about how much I wanted for the year to be over so I could do something different. Now I'm realizing that we only have 2 months left of school and it's terrifiying. I got accepted to the school I want so now I'm having to fill out scholarship forms and residence applications and stuff like that so it's making it all seem really real. Everything is so soon and I know these next two months are going to go by even faster than the past 6; it's kind of scary to think that we're actually going to be DONE high school, it seems surreal. You've always talked about it but never really thought the day would ever actually come; so as usual, I'm freaking out, knowing that I'm going to be considered a young adult by everyone around me. And of course I'm thinking about just avoiding the entire "growing up situation" and running away to Disney World where I can dress up as a princess and no one thinks I have a mental problem. Not going to lie that plan seems better and better everyday I get closer to graduating. Even saying the word graduating sounds crazy to me... okay I'm done freaking out. Dueces.